THERE WILL BE SPOILERS FOR BOOK ONE!
THERE WILL BE SPOILERS FOR BOOK ONE!
First Lines Fridays is a weekly feature for book lovers hosted by Wandering Words. What if instead of judging a book by its cover, its author or its prestige, we judged it by its opening lines?
Thank you so much, Emily, for tagging me in this! You’re just so sweet and you have great posts! Thanks again for the tag!
CW: death, kidnapping, anorexia, starvation, forced feeding, alcoholism, and drug use
CW: intimate partner violence, drug use, and suicide
So. About those changes.
This isn’t going to be one of those sweet, loving, adorable personal posts where I tell you how great my life is and all that.
Today, I want to talk to you about blogging burnout.
I’m familiar with burnout from social work. It’s when you’re just tired and exhausted and cynical and everything else. You can’t do any of the work that you need to do despite needing to do it. If you want to know more about the signs, click here.
And, I’m burning out. I’m just running out of steam. This isn’t just with blogging, but just in general. However, it’s really showing up here. I’ve already stepped back from doing Instagram posts every day to help ward off against this.
Since Chantel left, it’s been very hard on me. I’m feeling very discouraged and get so damn stressed about making sure I have posts set-up and am reading enough books and checking the blog a few times a day. And, what I get back from blogging isn’t justifying the stress.
I don’t feel like I’ve been putting my all into reviews because I’m reading and reading and reading to try to make enough content to last me a month, then I’m so busy that I can’t write reviews right away. And so I can’t write quality reviews that I want to.
Don’t get me wrong, I fucking love all of your likes and comments. I love your posts. I love it all. But, I’m just so damn stressed and am barely able to function. Last week, I had a breakdown on Tuesday because I was so stressed. Chantel and I talked about this, too, because I value her input in the blog even if she’s no longer an active presence.
That means I’ve made a decision about the blog that did not come lightly. I’ve been thinking about this for a very long time, going between various ideas that included quitting altogether or bringing in another blogger to create content. I don’t want my mental health to suffer. I’m very much a go-getter so I don’t like doing this, but I know that I have to.
I’ve come to this conclusion.
My goal is to post somewhere between 3-5 times a week.
Well, it’s going to look something like this.
And, that’s basically it.
I don’t really like that I’m dropping back because I’ve loved posting daily for the past months. However, as Chantel is currently on an indefinite hiatus and I’m in graduate school, that’s not feasible. Making this decision, I already feel so much lighter. I don’t feel nearly as stressed and I’ve been able to enjoy reading more.
These changes are going to be effective immediately.
Despite these changes, I’m going to be around each and every day to like your posts. I’m hoping that this will translate to me having more time to comment on your posts as well.
Thank you all for following us. I know that we are in awe at how many of you there are. And that goes for whether you’ve been here from the start or recently found us. Thank you all so much. I know my life would be less rich if I hadn’t gotten into this community.
CW: death, murder, and slight ableism
CW: pedophilia, graphic descriptions of sex with underage people, child abuse, and gore
I received an ARC from Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review!
CW: parental disappearance, mentions of abuse, and animal mutilation